ok, so I'm lazy... I have a lot of stuff to do, and I'm actually not doing much at all... and I keep trying to find excuses for myself... which is just not like me... don't know what's going on but something is going wrong, cause with my current attitude I won't pass half of my exams... ok guess I should at least try to finish the outline for the paper I'm writing, so I can finish it tomorrow and hand it in.... ok that's it... guess that was just a quick update ;)

I should be asleep by now... I'm (officially) ill, so I just sleep to get well again... but my point is: I'm not tired... not really... I've been tired all day long... I slept for an hour in the afternoon and now I'm awake... stupid...
oh and my shoulder is hurtin... I don't know why, I really can't tell...

so here's a list of random information:

• I got a stuffed ray from a friend of mine who was in Berlin in her summer holidays...
• My brother made dinner... it was nice
• I'm listening to a playlist titled "angry" although I'm not angry... just awake
• Today, I had pudding twice
• I'm still refusing to drink tea
• I have a bad-hair-night

so I'm back with the STV...
and I guess that's probably shocking for those people who know me quite well... cause I usually don't go back to anything/ anyone... but still I talked to Lisa and we agreed that I should give everybody a 2nd chance and that I my decision was maybe a bit too hasty... well anyway...
oh btw I got the flue... I'm officially ill, (tho I spent the last 2 days at uni cause I decided that I'm fine)
;)

OK,... so I didn't post anything in a long time... I know... actually a lot happened in that time... so I was kind of busy... but still, now I'm kind of back.

So, I'm actually not quitting lj... don't worry... I kind of quit my involvement with the student representatives at Uni... for over half a year I've been involved (as everybody knows, I lost the elections) and I still stayed and was kind of a helper... but now it's over. Actually almost nobody from the actual STV cares to tell me anything, or to involve me, or to even check if I have time on a special day to meet with the professors or so... (or tell me that only the really elected people are going, and in the end also the not-elected people met with the prof's but kind of nobody told me, or asked me) I decided that I wanna quit...
so i'll hand over my key next week or so and I'll try to avoid the student representatives room as much as possible... I only need to find somebody who can take over my journaldienst (kind of office hour, once a week) on Friday, and then I'm gone...
so yeah that's the news...
haven't actually told anyone except for the head of the student representatives... and I talked to my best friend, and mailed my other best friend (cause he lives in Japan)... I kind of needed somebody to tell me that I'm doing the right thing

hi everybody...
i'm actually not i Vienna at the moment, I'm at my grandparents!... well i didn't really have time to write a "i'm off" post... so now i'm writing one (i'm sitting in a e-cafe...) so i'll be back on tuesday,...
guess that's it, i'm off again... i'll post more when i'm back!

so this is a really quick update...
well it's been a while since my last post. I don't really know why... well since I came back from Carinthia I just never found the time to sit down and post. I was meeting a lot of friends... wrote a program for the mother of a friend of mine with C# (and the help of a good friend of mine, who did the algorithm) anyway... well... oh... I started to watch Angel season 4, finished sugar rush season 1, and I'm stuck in the middle of Buffy season 7 (cause I promised a friend of mine to watch the end of the 7th season with her)...
guess that's probably it...
anyway, next friday I'm going to visit my grandparents and stay there for two weeks or so... and then I'm back for a week and on the 12th (Sept) I'm going to Japan!
I think that's all for now...

Tomorrow I'll be on my way to Carinthia, visiting a friend of mine :)! guess it's going to be fun again. I spent the last few hours packing... well not all the time, but kind of watching DVD's and packing at the same time (which basically means putting a shirt every 15 min into the bag, or so)... well I'm actually going with a kit bag (I couldn't be bothered to go to the cellar and get my own backpack,... so I just took my brother's kit bag). guess this was just a short "I'm off" post, I'll watch some dvd now :)

lyrics for today:

I had to drive away,
Far away 'til you could not find me
And It was a beautiful day
Liberated and you're far behind me

sister hazel - thank you

so it's almost 5am and I'm still awake,... not even tired...
well I did watch ( Buffy season 6 ) all night long. Still can't sleep, guess the sun will rise soon,... maybe I'll read something, but on the other hand maybe that's not a good idea. In case whatever I read is interesting, I won't go to sleep at all...
anyway,... I'm off now...

lyrics for today:

It's just a simple line
I can still hear it all of the time
If i can just hold on tonight
I know that nothing
Nothing survives

azure ray - displaced

this is a quick update... I'm a bit tired, and I wanna go to sleep before I realise that I'm not that tired and stay awake all night long... again.

so lately, I've been listening to a lot of new ( music )
well the rest of the time I spent meeting friends I haven't seen in ages, or watching Buffy (finally finished the 5th season)

lyrics for today:


So this is odd,
The painful realization
That has all gone wrong.
And nobody cares at all,
And nobody cares at all.

Dashboard Confessional - The Brilliant Dance

so I found a new band... well not that new... JJ told me that they're pretty good a couple of times but I finally listened to a couple of songs and I have to say, I like them, oh btw. I'm talking about ( The Used )

So I started to work at this international congress, "Society of Biblical Literature", well the woman in charge (the american one),... we have a nickname for her: Umbridge!... and I'm not joking...
anyway, except for the fact that this congress is a total chaos, it's fun most of the time... I get to spend a lot of time with mum and claudia, and it's really nice to work with them. JJ comes by at least once a day... that's fun... although she almost hit me today... well it was because i hit mum (well more or less, just a lil bit).

The day was a bit exhausting... that's why I went home and didn't go to the pub with the others. I didn't go to bed... what a surprise... I'm still tired and still awake... it's weird... yesterday I was up til one in the morning... watching Buffy... well... guess today will be the same... and I have to get up at 6am! that's cruel!

oh yes and the new Harry Potter... it's terrible it's everywhere, I'm so happy that I finished that book already, otherwise I'd be spoiled by random people in the tram, who are talking on their phone... and not thinking about the fact that they might spoil others...

just realised that I really use a lot of "..." in my posts... I kind of like them... with them I can add one random thought to the other, without really thinking... it's just simple... don't know... I also do that in German, or when I chat... it's just me...